miserable me~~

How to make life easier??? How am I wanna make and live my life easier??? Hurmm… what will eventually happen when my life gets easier??? Will my life be much better… or the vice versa.. hope??? Nothing to hope for and rely on… whatever it is… the question is why me life is much more complicated than anyone around me??? Why??? Never think of it before.. as if there is not much to be think about… complicated??? Is it me??? Some say yes… but I say it is soooo not me… me ~~ complicated~~ eeyuww… why do we have to think what people judge us on??? How they judge us??? Why they judge us like that?? Do we are what they think we are??? why do we have to concern on those craps??(I dare say) cant we just be the way we like to be??? Argh…we are who we are… if anyone couldn’t accept it… FINE~~~ not even my problem… even a single not… nothing… what do people think of u??? By what factor??? Style??? Outlook??? Pronunciation??? Its 2am…why am I keep asking these kind of question to me??? Hahaha~~~